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This post is full of fucks so if you don't like it? Fuck Off.

FUCK IT, is it my fucking damn fault that it's happening this way? You say that I don't care and am not putting the fucking effort, but hell, what makes you think

that I am fucking not? Who are you to say that I don't fucking care and don't put in effort? How much fucking effort that I have put in and how much fucking

care, can't be measured against your scale, it's MY fucking scale and I jolly damn well know how much to put in and how much to not. There are so many things

that you don't understand. THINK, I told you, think before you ask. Why the FUCK do you think that I kept asking you the questions that you ask me? Cuz I wanted

you to FUCKING THINK. Before you ask me questions, think about whether you have done it.

Hell, your friend are apperantly starting to think, feel, and see me as a bitch. You happy now? I don't want to lose the friendship I have with them just because

we didnt't fucking work out. They might think that you are right and stuff, but did they think about why I did it or what might have caused it? I don't know.

Maybe they did, and they still think that you are right. *shrugs* Then I have no idea what to say anymore.

Maybe we should even have started at all. Maybe we should have waited. What's the use of saying all this when we have ALREADY DONE IT?! Just got to get

over it.

Oh yea, and you said that I don't reply your messages and talk onto the phone with you, or meet you up. GETTING THIS FUCKING STRAIGHT AS I AM ONLY

GOING TO SAY AND EXPLAIN THIS ONCE AND ONLY ONCE.

1) Never reply your messages.
DUDE. I only have 360 message PER MONTH. And most of it is used up not on friends or whatnot, it's on FAMILY. My mum still has the thinking that the phone is

used as a communication WITH HER, not with the whole fucking world. I busted my bill before smsing you and shit, and when we are where we are, I though you

would understand and not want me to bust my hump with my mum and get screamed at for busting my bill. *shrugs* Apperantly I was superbly fucking damn

wrong.

2) I don't talk on the phone with you enough.
PLEASE. I only have 2 hours of free INCOMING AND OUTGOING call free PER MONTH again. How do you expect me to talk? And if you are talking about my

house phone, I am sorry, I called you twice this week, and i didn't even call MY BROTHER, who I have calling every single damn night ever since I knew him. Hell,

that's called not caring?

{TOTAL}
360 sms per month = 12 per day.
2hours of calling time = 4 miuntes per day.

HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO ANSWER EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOUR DAMN MESSAGES!? OR CALLS FOR THAT MATTER!?

3) Meeting up.
OMFG. You want to meet up like what? EVERY SINGLE DAMN DAY OF THE WEEK? Hell, I told you before, we have our own lives BEFORE we met each other, and

we still need to keep to that. I am sorry if you think that I am not like certain someones(Who I will not say their names cuz I really like them alot.) who needs, wants,

and CAN meet up every single damn day. She is leaving soon. Damn, am i going to leave your side anytime soon? Fuck. I have my own stuff to do and it's already

making me *die* in it. I thought that you would understand and not pressurize but again, *sigh* I was proven wrong.

*sigh*
Write more when I get home. Still damn pissed, but on a happier note, I am going out to meet my friends for dance practice now. Jya~

P.S. Hell, I am still not finished yet.

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