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My Reply Back To You

*shrugs* since you said it, FINE, it’s my damn fault then. ^^ Happy? Going to reply every damn thing you said here.

Who are you? You are my boyfriend, but since you said was, *shrugs* maybe I was wrong.

Little gestures? Maybe you didn’t think that they were significant, but I was doing stuff for you. Birthday present and Christmas present? You were the one who went and told me that you did not one anything. Apparently, you were lying because you said this now! I am sorry that I did not know that you were lying. You wanted a present, told me that you didn’t want anything, and still want one from me? I am sorry that I listen to you so much. You know, when I tell people that I do not want something, I do not expect that they do give me anything, because in the beginning, I was the one who told them not to. Next, didn’t hold onto your bag. HELLO, wake up, I offered, you shook your head and said “No need.” And then put it down on the floor. Now you go tell Kuro that YOU DIDN’T SAY A FUCKING THING? Oh well, =) what to expect? Lastly, didn’t wasn’t to take a picture with you? DIDN’T WANT TO TAKE A PICTURE WITH YOU? EXPLAIN THIS.

On second thought, don't wanna put the picture here anymore, evertime I go through my blog I see this picture. Pfftt

Do you even remember what happened they day I held your hand? I was sleeping before I you and Farq accompanied me to my skit practice remember? I told you that I had my contacts on and couldn’t see clearly see, THEREFORE I held your hand. And we were not together that time. Holding you was such a happy moment for me. I was hinting that I liked you. That’s all.

I spent four SMSes on asking about Sochii’s extension, because basically, I do not know her and only could go through you. I do reply your messages if you haven’t noticed. When you SMS me, I reply like one or two then I stopped. Why? Because I know that it will go on for the rest of the time. Imagine, 2 messages to you per day, it will amount to 60 per month. Never really thought long term had you? *sigh* Talk about the prepaid matter later.

I do call you without you calling first. Think about it if you cannot remember. I called you on New Year’s Day. Prepaid matter later again.

Change my damn SIM card? This I where the prepaid matter comes in. I am sorry, but I only have my mother as the only one who brings in the pay and stuff. If you think that I will waste anymore of her precious money to get a SIM card so that I can talk to you every month, think again. My mum calls and she don’t get a reply? She goes ballistic and starts to call ALL of my friends up. If I am already at home, why the fuck would I need the SIM card for since I can CALL you?

Meeting Up, truthfully, YES, I intend to meet up only once per week, because basically, I have my own life that I was living. I do not go out with other guys like you think, so in fact, if you think that I have so much free time to go out with other guys? You are wrong. I don’t have enough time for even myself. Meet you for lunch? But did you realize that none of our lunch time meets? Apparently not.

Fine, they are your siblings. Other than that? Nothing to say. Don’t want to say. Oh, you placed a lot of your trust in me? LOL, you told me yourself last night that you didn’t trust me because I have done NOTHING to earn it and now you go say that you placed a lot of trust in me? *laughs* Whatever. You think that I don’t your feelings, and damn well I don’t. Why? Because you never tell me~ isn’t that just perfect.

If you think that having 40 over relationships are going to teach me, think again. There were the serious and non-serious mixed in. Have you ever though about to enquire how many were serious and how many were not? Obviously you haven’t and now you don’t care either. ^^ Using vulgarities? I love them lots and I can use then whenever I want~ You think that they can only be used when lose or have nothing else better to reply, but SORRY, that’s your way of thinking, not mine~ My theory is, use it whenever you want to. So there.

Not to call, SMS or bother? I wonder who was the one talking or SMSing me all the time then. *shrugs* you got me a present, yes, THANK YOU, I am happy for it. I skipped on lunch because I overslept cuz I was rushing on my project the night before. Too bad that you didn’t understand. I know that it took effort to cheer me up, that’s why I was there with you till the end of AAA. I was so damn tired that I could have just gone off with Farq when he came back from his remedial. I stayed so that I could have a longer time with you. Oh yea, *applause loudly* you are a damn good actor I have to say, I didn’t notice at ALL that you were unhappy! You should really go and audition for Mediacorp.

Good to admit that you did not understand me! The reason that I don’t tell you anything is because I am not comfortable with telling stuff without a question unless it’s too my superbly good BFFs. So you don’t ask, I don’t tell. It’s not common sense that these things should be told, whether they are told depends on the user. Oh yea, ^^

Quote: Common Sense is not Common and General Knowledge is not General

Sending me home, HELLO~ you stay at where? BEDOK. Where do I stay? BUKIT GOMBAK. It’s damn far. And there is always the possibility that I might get seen, so yup. I didn’t want you to send me home was also because it takes 1 hour and 30 to 45 minutes to get from my house to Bedok. That guy lives in Yew Tee for God’s sake. If I really did that stuff, then why don’t I just ask you to go home with me instead? The whole point is to not let my mum know. Too bad that you think that I do that with other guys, that’s the amount o trust you have in me~

Hey, if you say that you don’t mind about something, then I will just go and do it. How the fuck is I supposed to know what you are thinking? I am not you for god’s sake. Taking advantage? LOL, then choose your words carefully around me. I told you before, if I get spoilt, I take advantage of everything. XP

I don’t like PDA (public displays of affection), so knowing that, you still push your face near me and look like you want me to kiss you. You are not supposed to kiss me at ALL TIMES in public. I told you that before. We are not going to get private time so damn fast so live with it.

So yup, we are at the end, and I was just talking to HIM on MSN, and we are over. It’s over between us and yea, gave a few of my friends to go through it to see their reactions. Mostly, the same, asking me to break immediately, don’t bother anymore about him, blah blah blah, and I know, I know, you will say that it’s my friends, so it is not accurate.

But guess what? I gave it to my Onii Chan Daryl, to read. He kind of agreed with me on what I have mostly written above. However, he told me that I was wrong, not push him away when he wanted to kiss me, and that I was wrong to reject him for wanting to send me home. -.-“Fine, next time I will just push you way, and let you take me home. OH WAIT! *slaps forehead* I am not together with you anymore!

But anyway, more importantly, Onii Chan has always been the harsh one to me. The one that brings me down when my head is too high up, and he does not save his words, he says stuff as it is. If he thinks that I am wrong, I am wrong. That’s why I value his opinion ALOT. There might still be people out there that go: He’s your brother! It is not accurate either! But whatever. What matters is that I trust in him, and that’s all. Anyway, this is what he said.

Quote: Immature guy, he’s making me have a bad impression. He is like very innocent in a sense that the doesn’t really know how the way the world works. Can’t take rejection and stuff, that’s the kind of guy he is. (Revised and posted with Onii Chan’s approval.)

So yup. If I am really ok with all this, why does my heart hurt so and my tears keep falling? But I am afraid to get hurt again so I rather let go. Dammit, my laptop is going to be flooded if this goes on.I am sick and tired of this too so here it goes.

Oh well, after all that, let’s talk about other stuff. Had dance practice today but apparently, we decided to cancel the SOY performance after all. Lol, I mean, Qi said that NOBODY has signed up as of yet, so yup. So Qi, Jase, CS Hubby and I went shopping and just wandered around instead. Had a really good time with them, and it made me forget what I was unhappy and angry. Jasmine came along after that. Lol, she is still as pretty as ever. Hubby still hasn’t installed Mortal Kombat in his PSP yet, so I couldn’t button bash and see blood, but he had another game called Manhunt2 and I saw a scene whereby a person was bashing and trying to kill another person in the toilet. *squeals* the blood~

Oh yea, read this joke a while ago and though that it was really funny so I am posting it up now. For now, Jya~

Never Hire A Man To Do A Woman’s Job

A few months ago, there was an opening with the CIA for an assassin. These highly classified positions are hard to fill, and there's a lot of testing and background checks involved before you can even be considered for the position.

After sending some applicants through the background checks, training and testing, they narrowed the possible choices down to two men and a woman, but only one position was available.

The day came for the final test to see which person would get the extremely secretive job. The CIA men administering the test took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances," they explained. "Inside this room, you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill her."

The man got a shocked look on his face and said, "You can't be serious! I could never shoot my own wife!" Well," said the CIA man, "you're definitely not the right man for this job then."

So they bring the second man to the same door and hand him a gun. "We must know that you will follow instructions no matter what the circumstances," they explained to the second man. "Inside you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill her."

The second man looked a bit shocked, but nevertheless took the gun and went in the room. All was quiet for about five minutes, and then the door opened. The man came out of the room with tears in his eyes. "I tried to shoot her. I just couldn't pull the trigger and shoot my wife. I guess I'm not the right man for the job."

"No," the CIA man replied. "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go the hell home."

Now they're down to the woman left to test. Again they lead her to the same door and hand her the same gun. "We must be sure that you will follow instructions no matter what the circumstances. This is your final test. Inside you will find your husband sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill him."

The woman took the gun and opened the door. Before the door even closed all the way, the CIA heard the gun start firing, one shot after another, for 13 shots. Then they heard screaming, crashing, banging on the walls. This went on for several minutes, and then all went quiet. The door opened slowly, and there stood the woman.

She wiped the sweat from her brow and said, "You guys didn't tell me the gun was loaded with blanks! I had to beat the S.O.B. to death with the chair!"

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