Friday, February 22, 2008
*Crazy*
*Crazy*Blah, have not been a good week with all the exams, but at least I am better off than Onii Chan, three weeks stuck doing project, Gambatte!
*Emo Mode: ON*
I hate you,
Why must you be like this?
Fuck off seriously.
I thought that everything was fine between us.
Why do you have to ignore my exsistence now?
What about all the laughter, the joy we shared?
I thought that you will be the one that I can rely on.
Rely on when things went wrong.
Didn't know that I was so stupid,
Why did I trust in you?
Trust that you will be there to understand.
When it hit us,
you went over to him instead.
You call that friendship?
You call that love?
I call it betrayal
I call you a tratior.
Can't believe that I was so wrong about you.
Can't beleive that I thought that you were the best in this world.
You ignore me,
My whispers, shouts, yells.
All i want is to be able to let you hear me,
hold me, hug me tight and say that you forgive me,
that everything will be alright.
I guess it can never go back.
Not till it has come this far
What am I to you?
I guess, nothing more than another person who passes by...
*Emo Mode: OFF*
Nono, that is not CS Hubby nor Hayate, it's some body that I have once known, and now treats me like crap ^^" Woots, that actually came out quite ok. I thought that I wouldn't be able to write out what I feel and stuff, but it seems that it went quite well. Blah, so stress, so bored.
You must have noticed that I have changed my blog skin, fonts, and stuff. Made some minor changes to the sides. Decided to change since a long time ago, but never had a chance to. Finally, lol. I seriously love it alot, but then I still want to change. Anyone have any pictures they wanna contribute? I seriously don't mind~
For Now, Jya~
12:27 PM