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Betrayed

Due to unforseen curcumstances, I had to change my blog's URL and made this post 'invisible'.



You know what? If you are here to see me being happy and fun loving, well, fuck off now, cuz this is not going to be a nice post for you ‘oh-I-am-so-innocent-but-back-stabbing-bimbotic-bitches’ out there.

Well, guess what? I have really given up. I always seem to trust the wrong people. I always seem to make people betray me for some fucking reason. I trust them and all I do is get backstabbed.

My mother keeps telling me, don’t reveal your true self to the world so fast. Don’t let them see you as what you really are until you are relatively good friends with them. But I can’t. I am so superbly sorry for not being fucking able to shield my true self to this disaster of a world.

I once wrote in my MSN: If You Don't Like Me Then Just FUCK OFF, I Didn't Ask God To Bring Me Into FUCKED UPED World Where Everything Is So Messed Up... And this is excately how I feel right now.

I guess that it’s just me, I am such a sucker for the weak and innocent people. People who look like they need someone to protect, look like, wait, strike that, these are not called people, they are to be called BITCHES and BASTARDS.

I keep getting used by this kind of people, and I was used just the same way just recently. I was used as a scapegoat and framed for something I didn’t do. That bitch came crying to me asking me to take the blame for everything that happened. I gave in when I saw her tears and hysterical disposition.

I though that it would not matter much, cuz I thought that the bitch will only say what she told me she would. But alas, that fucking bitch betrayed me. Not only I found out, my MOTHER found out. Luckily, my mother is not like other mothers. You want to know why? Cuz my mother is objective and has far-sight. Yes, objective. Don’t believe me?

I was bullied by a teacher for my Sec3 and Sec4 year. She was a fucktard. She made sure that she put me down whenever she can, then leaving me alone for days at a time, making sure that all students knew that she hated me. I always told my mother, but then she would not do anything. I was so angry and pissed at her for not doing anything.

But then the time came for a parent teacher meet in my Sec4 year. My mother didn’t go the first time, because my sister was hospitalized. The second one came around and my mother wrote a letter to rebuke everything she wanted to but haven’t said. I read the letter before my mother asked me to pass it to her. She made sure that every single flaw of mine was written out and understood by that fucking teacher. I then passed that letter to the teacher, and she never came looking for trouble with me again.

I was so surprised and I asked her, why didn’t do this earlier. She answered: When you told me about it in Sec3, you still had two more years to go under her. If I had sent the letter then, she would have made life hell for you.

I was grateful that she was my mum. She actually understood what it was like, but she was keeping quiet because she had enough far-sight.

Back to the topic. My mother found out that I was drinking, but instead of screaming the hell out of me, she instead asked me to tell her the whole happenings. She asked me to tell her what happened truthfully and not lie to her for that bitch’s sake. So I did.

And it was after I told her everything that she told me what that bitch had said to her mum. The bitch pushed everything onto me. I was the one who initiated everything. Luckily my mother knew me enough to know that it was definatley not me.

I am so fucking angry and pissed at her. My mother told me, this is not the first time that I have been lied to, why do I still trust others like that? Well, it’s because I believe too much and have too much faith in humanity. From now on, I will be untrusting, I won’t believe what people say, neither will I trust anymore. I mean it. Expect to those that I am familiar with XP

Oh and~

To those BITCHES and


BASTARDS, you can kiss

my ass XDD



So For Now, Jya~

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