Monday, March 31, 2008
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<_<Life just screwed me around...
1)
Screwed up part: My handphone fell into the washing machine when I was checking on my clothes progress.
Result: My stupid handphone now
- cannot access my music player.
- cannot access my folders.
- basically cannot access anything in the stupid menu.
- recieves SMS, but I can't open it AT ALL.
- recieves calls, but can't answer them AT ALL.
- since I cannot access the messages, also cannot send SMSs AT ALL.
- THE ONLY THING I CAN DO IS CALL OTHER PEOPLE BUT WHAT IS THE USE WHEN I DON'T EVEN KNOW PEOPLE ARE LOOKING FOR ME?!
2)
Screwed up part: My laptop caught a virus when I was downloading a file from my friend's sendspace.
Results: My stupid laptop now
- cannot access MSN, since it can't seem to find the MSN program folder.
- cannot access Internet Explorer since it goes crazy whenever it likes. It will open for for two seconds then close itself off talking about some stupid program problem. Or when it likes, stay for five minutes, then when I am in the middle of doing something, it will shut itself off.
- cannot access Morzilla Firefox, since it does the same as my Internet Explorer.
- cannot access My Computer, My Documents or any folder for that matter since it will just 'find' the folders for a superbly long time aka thirty minutes. I waited, so I know. After thirty minutes it will just tell you that they cannot find any files.
- which means that I broke Yukino Mei's promise on posting Chiaki's pictures that she took yesterday.And I am really superbly sorry for it.I feel bad for it.
- which means, that I have to ask my sister to lend me her laptop to use to blog this, and it is a 'one-time' thing only.
- So basically, the only thing my laptop can do is on and off.
- BUT WHAT IS THE USE WHEN I CAN'T USE ANYTHING?!
3)
Screwed up part: My temper is rising drastically and I am getting too emotional even by my own standards.
Which I can assure you, it is way too up high in the sky for you to see it.Result: My stupid self now
- lash out at people without thinking twice.
- hurt the people that I lash out at, in the end, making more enemies for myself.
- be a spastic idoit to the people corcerned about me.
- hurting the corcerned people when what I really want is for them to be happy.
- fighting with anyone I can just for the sake of letting out my fustration.
- pushing people away when all I want is for them to come even closer.
- missing the funeral of my church friend's mum when I was determined to go, but then was hindered by my own stupid ego for saying that it would not matter if I was there or not. And now I regret it more than ever...I am sorry
- being a total
bitch'female dog' to all those people important to me. I am sorry to all those that I did this to. Expect for a spastic idiot who don't even read my blog so he wouldn't even know.
- BEING SO TEMPERAMENTAL AND EMOTIONAL THAT I HAVE TO SCREAM AT MYSELF TO STOP BEING SUCH A SPASTICALLY STUPID IDIOT.
Not enough screwed ups for you sadists out there? This is the real bummer.
I CAN'T GO AND REPAIR MY HANDPHONE OR
LAPTOP UNTIL THE ORENTATION FOR THE YEAR
ONES IS OVER.So basically, that means that I am disappearing for a while. Two weeks infact. The year one orentation ends on the 10th of April, and then I am rushing to get my laptop and handphone fixed, but I have no idea how long it takes, so try your luck at finding me from the 15th onwards. If you can't then good luck to you. You can only get ahold of me when I get my handphone back and watch as the messages and missed calls spammed in.
Note for OGLs, Don't worry, my mother is lending me another phone to use, which has a prepaid SIM card inside. But don't spam it. My mother would slaughter me if the amount is all used up. And no, she does not think that having 0.01cent or 0.99cent leftover is funny. And since we are on this topic, I don't either.
So if you are going to spam me out with your idiotic crap, you are going to get one hell of a screaming from me. TRUST ME, YOU WILL NOT LIKE IT AT ALL. NOT ONE SINGLE BIT. Cuz I am going to screw you up so badly that you will run if you ever see me again. Sorry about that, pretend that you did not see it. Like I said, I am TEMPERAMENTAL and EMOTIONAL. So don't make me be mean to you. I am nice. Always am, until you make me mean. And I am talking about a few *cough*
bitchesandbastards*cough* people out there who have been pissing me off badly since the start.
Don't make me humiliate you in front of everyone unless you have absolutely no intention of living anymore in this world and want me to do the honor of sending you to the gates of hell and pull you back again and repeat it twice over. Sorry about that again.
I think I should really stop here, or else my post will get more and more vicious and evil. So For Now, Jya~
P.S Is it me, or what? Cuz I have the feeling that my life is going to get more and more screwed up.
3:29 PM
