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Uh, ok, lol, that is enough, but as you guys can see, I have made myself a new layout and stuff~ Kinda had a hard time doing this, because I didn't want to let anyone see it until it was fully done and up, so that it's perfect! In my eyes at least, lol.

Got the background picture from CS Hubby, but it’s not drawn by him, Basecodes from my sis, but then they were not hers, so i had to credit the corrct person, designer is me obviously. Try looking for someone with the same blog as mine, lol. Oh wait, maybe you can, uh, nevermind. ^^"

Changed my tagboard to cbox too, cuz the previous one was annoying me out. I couldn’t log in to change the stuff that I wanted. Also decided to do away with the counters, since I didn’t use it anyway.

Changed my songlist again, this time, all the songs there are my favourite songs, and I really love them a lot. I highly recommend them to anyone who likes rock or sentimental stuff.

Other than that, nothing much but


EMO MODE=ON
God, do you have to be so clingy?!
It’s pissing the hell out of me.
I told you before, I hate it when you don’t care about me.
When you drop me like hot potatoes.
Leave me to rot and die.
Not caring a single bit.
Wrapped up in your own damn world.
Caring for only nothing but your pathetic damn self.
So in your own ‘dark’ world.
Thinking that you have all the problems in the whole wide world.
Imagining that you are a hero to go and solve everything by yourself.
Not caring what I have to say.
Even when I asked, you didn’t want to say anything.
Nothing.
Zlich
Nada
Zero
Being a total asshole and jerk.
Being a person I thought you weren’t.
Making me lose faith, trust and hope.
I told myself: Forget it, let it go.
But you had to come and piss me off again.
I couldn’t take it anymore.
So I did the next logical thing.
I told you off.
Asked you to wake up and smell the shit you have made.
Made you listen to what I have bottled up inside me.
Made you listen to every single damn thing that you did.
Made sure that you understand.
After I have told you off and make you wake up your mind.
You come back after me like a love deprived puppy.
God, it’s driving me NUTS!!!
I said before.
If you treat me like shit,
Don’t come back to me expecting me to treat you well.
Because I am going to treat you like shit right back in your face.
Yes,
In your face, right to you.
I told Rell, if this keeps up,
I am going to do what I intend to.
I am gonna keep you by my side, still treat you like a friend.
Still talk to you, laugh with you, go out with you,
Walk with you, listen to you,
Even hold you hand and kiss your lips.
But that does not mean that I will not do it with others.
Yes
It is exactly what you see.
I will be two timing some will say.
But guess what?
My heart for you has already dwindled.
Maybe even died.
Go watch Within Tempation’s MV on What Have You Done.
There are two, see if you can pick the correct one.
The one where Keith is searching so hard for Sharon.
But Sharon rather jump off the cliff and die rather than go back with him.
That is exactly how I feel.
I am a good actress I have to say so myself.
You won’t be able to see a thing.
I swear to you.
I have given myself a time frame.
As soon as it’s up, I will drop you faster than you dropped me.
And I will find someone who is worth so much more than you.
Someone who can see me for who I really am.
See me as what I am.
Look at me and know that this is me
Knows what I say and what I don’t say.
See my smallest actions and remember them
Understand what I like and what i don't.
Even when I never tell them anything.
Knows how to care for me, knows what to care for.
Knows what to say, what not to say
And what to do when I don’t say anything.
Who will look on me for who I am.
Who will care for me for that excat same reason.
See my flaws and love me for them.
See my bad side and still be there for me.

If you read this and feel a prick of guilt,
Or even feel anything for that matter.
Please understand this.
Keep up with your damn fucking attitude,
And I will drop you straight away.
Yes, the time frame.
Keep up with the attitude,
And I will throw that time frame out of the damn window.
And drop you straight.
EMO MODE = OFF


Now, for those who wants to guess, go ahead~ But please don’t guess the wrong people again. I said the last time that it was not Hayate or CS Hubby but some people still went to guess them. Lol

Now, I guess I will stop here, update more when I come home tonight or something, so For Now, Jya~

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CREDITS:
Blogskin editted by Honey.
The foreground picture, Arcane Runes, belongs to Honey.
The pictures were made with brushes from Obisidian Dawn.