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Fark and this post is not nice either. You made me dedicate this post to you. Stop blaming others for your faults

Kuroii is NOT going to be happy to see this nor is Ryan or the rest of them

Seriously, you wanna talk about lying? You wanna talk about being betrayed? Hell. YOU GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE FOR ONCE AND FOR ALL. Ask yourself what is it that you had done. And ask yourself what you had said. Seriously. DO NOT PUT THE BLAME ON ME WHEN YOU CAN'T EVEN SEE WHAT YOU HAD DONE WRONG YOURSELF.

You don't wanna see your mistakes and you don't want to admit them. Even when I told you about them, you ignored them and turned a blind eye. God, you really think that you are all almighty and that you are always right? Think again you dumbass, everyone could see you for what you really are.

You think that you might have been so 'manipulative' and so 'zai' to hide your true self from others. You think that you really did hide your true self from all of us? We had seen your intentions since the VERY START.

Let's not talk about the others for now. Let's just talk about the two of us. You said that I had lied to you? Who was it that lied? You think that I had betrayed you? Who was it that really feels betrayed? You think I wasn't there for you? WHO WASN'T THERE FOR WHO?!

You think that you are the most unlucky soul in this whole damn world, the one that is emo and emotionless and alone? I tried Jason, I really tried. I tried to pull you into conversations, I tried to include you in the stuff that I do. I even ask you out when I could have gone on countless dates with Meki! I said that I was just scared and needed someone to accompany me. BUT COME ON. It wasn't the first time I saw Meki, it was just an excuse to include you in!

I treated you as a real friend. But ask yourself have you really treated me as one? HAVE YOU?! We promised to be there for each other. Ask yourself. What had happened when Meki and I broke up? I CALLED YOU FIRST. All you could say to me was "I know ar. Eh, I am busy now, talk to you next time." and you hung up. IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL BEING THERE FOR EACH OTHER?!

Whenever you go out with the club, whenever you are out with us, with me even. you had to go all emo and silent, wanting to be a loner. HAVE IT EVER CROSSED YOUR PUNY MIND, THAT IT AFFECTS OTHERS?! I had long learned the way of letting you be when you turn like that, since nothing I do matters. But not everyone learns my way. So people get affected by you. A nice beautiful outing, that has lots of fun and laughter and everyone is happy, you go all emo, and act loner and spoil everyone's mood. Why do you think I don't call you out anymore?

And when you have outings with the DGM group (no offense to you guys), I told you time and again, ask me along, I wanna meet them and I miss them alot. But you always give me excuses like their meetings were sudden or that you didn't know. What did you take me for? A three year old kid? Heck, even a three year old kid could see that fact that you were lying. You just do not want me to go out with them for some reason that has bypassed my understanding. So please do not come and tell me that I am wrong and that you really don't know. SAVE IT.

Another thing is that the only time you come look for me on MSN or in real life, would be to complain, complain and complain. And it would always be about the same issue. About whatever wrong you think she has done to you. She is my friend like you are. Why are you complaining to me? What are you trying to achieve? Are you trying to break out friendship?! Has it ever occurred to you that I never really reply you when you come and complaining to me? Want to know why? Fine, I will say it in your face now. SHE DOES NOT LIKE YOU, GET IT INTO YOUR DUMBASS HEAD. Give up already! She has made it clear to you. So stop whining like a little boy who has lost this candy.

There is still so much that you have said and so much that you have done that I want to rant about. But I am going to be kind and stop here so as to save your last silver of dignity. This is the end of things. Do not force me to rant anymore. As long as you do not harm me, I do not harm you. Understand at least this much.

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